Simple Thoughts.

I’m breathing in slowly here. Wondering why so many things are rushing through my head, its like cars on a moterway. I can’t think to myself, the noise is polluting my head, like the way you puncture my heart with your love. I get scared so easily with you and i can’t take this anymore. I’ve been this way since fifthteen. You know it’s all for you. Everything. Closing my eyes, i’ll fade it out tonight. And they say i’m nothing more than a girl in love but you know they don’t understand. I’m struggling to pay rent and i’m sleeping with strange men, but none of it brings me closer to you. And lately i can’t find the road to you, even when it’s so blatently there. I’ts cold outside and i really need you’re warmth. All i have is lose change and a few bank notes but it’s enough to make a start, just help me walk down this road. If this is what i’m meant to do, then let me know. Don’t be cold love, just show me your angelic truth, i know its cold outside for angels to fly, but i’m hoping for a better life with you. It’s all on the map of our hearts and it’s full of mountains and winding roads that i want to explore. Please tell me where i’m meant to go and what i’m meant to do.

Posted 3 months ago